French

Just realized how long I've disappeared from here
but yeah...just a quick update
So tomorrow is gonna be my French exam and I haven't prepared any part of it sadly
actually I never wanna admit that but I've been getting tired of French lately
That might be caused by the pressure from school maybe?
I used to be super enthusiastic to French back in those days
My biggest dream was always studying fashion design in Paris and having my own brand at the age before 40
but I've been planning my uni studies with my parents lately
and in fact, they're not happy about my dreams
I understand how parents react when they realize that their kids are actually into the world of fashion which has long been regarded as a sort of "fancy" or to be exact,  an "unrealistic" world in the eyes of the typical Asian parents
and for your reference, I'm into fine arts actually since the day I was born
and my dad just sees it as not practical enough and worries if I'll be able to be recruited in the future.
So back to my French, I'm never good at it as my friends are.
I seriously doubt if I can keep the persistence...
I barely have the time to revise everything learned in the class
what should I do...?!!!

p.s. the song "Say Something" suddenly came up from my mind...lol

Say something I'm giving up on you...

Here comes the exam! + GREAT NEWS!

Hello guys! I've finally realized that how long I haven't been posting recently
It's been several months with countless ups and down.
anyways, I'm currently having my exams.
I've just had my Chinese, LS and math (my math was a disaster though...)
I've also just finished my English and Chinese oral test.
seriously I've never expected my disastrous performance especially for the English one...omg
I had no idea what I was talking about...like a mess and my brain just stuck there
But here comes a question. It seemed that nobody understood what I'm sayin'
Am I speaking too fast? Not really.
But anyways, have you guys got a problem at school especially for the exams?
I kind of feel like I just can't have a further improvement even though I've been working so hard.
That kind of upsets me a bit but yeah...

Here comes a great news!
I'm gonna go to Russia this summer! really looking forward to the trip!
It's gonna be a wonderful chance for me to studying my history hard...well...:P
But you know what? I always have a feeling that Russia is kinda dangerous and mysterious for some reason I don't know why.
All I actually know about how Russia is like is basically Lenin LOL plus Stalin may be? LOLLLL
Hope I'll have fun there!
Any Russians friends here? :)

Macarons!

Hi guys
super tired these days
seems like I repeat this in my every posts lol
so what have I been doing?
I'm actually not into going school
Nobody does honestly...
Hey my mom brought Macaron for me yesterday which is my favorite dessert
I've never tried it before cuz that's super expensive in my district...

So I've tried the blueberry one and the mint one!

It tastes so good that I can't even resist having more of them

Eating helps release my pressure seriously...

So my school is gonna hold a Christmss Ball with the other college

I'm struggling if I'm gonna join that

wondering if I can meet any friends there cuz it's kinda scary

New guests in class!

7 students from mainland China came and attend the lessons with us today!
that was a cool experience coz I've heard that students from mainland are super brilliant and they're hardworking people haha
I'm NOT that kind of person as you guys can see..
but anyways I'm SO EXCITED seriously!

My class has sent out 5 buddies to stand by our new guests for the whole day
My friend was the lucky one that she'd been chosen!
I was feeling a lil disappointed coz like I'm that kind of person who like cultural exchange

So we had our history class first which is my favorite!
and then my friend and her buddy sat beside me which was good...lol
however their English weren't that good that they could barely understand the lesson
and I had been the translator of all time! I'd love to do that though lol

Things I was feeling down is that I couldn't even make friends with one of those girls...and give my contacts out...

but anyways it has been a good day! I'd love you guys to come visit us again :) take care buddies!

City Life

wake up at 6:30am
go and brush my teeth, wash my face
arrive school at 7:30, take a 20-minute nap
that refreshes me a lot...
lesson starts...hard life begins.

Sometimes I really wanna take a break.
To stop and explore the world, the people around me.

Today in my Math tutorial class, I just sat there and waiting for help haha
okay then here comes a math question...
I took a look at it, stared at it...
a tutor came by, using his impatient voice..."blablabla...understand?"
Obviously NO! I stopped and remained silence.
I randomly wrote something on that sheet of paper which was not the correct answer for sure.
He cried,"Oh my god! Did you listen what I've told you?! blalblabla...."
And then I was like...-.-
I'm wondering what makes him feeling so annoyed?
If I were that kind of smart girl, I wouldn't  come and seek your help here, right?

Well, not a good day at all...lol
It rains for WHOLE DAY LONG!
I was hurt by that slippery floor...

God...bless me please...

busy days

hey! I have been super busy these days coz I was stuck in the school works.
I didnt take any picture this week haha but anyways I have been surviving til now :p
the temperature of hong kong dropped a bit which means fall is coming! yay!
the summer of hong kong is definitely a monster to us all...
luckily I didn't melt...thanks god...
really miss the nice weather in Vancouver ;)
what have u guya been doing?

Self Love

sometimes I think about what are we living for?
for our friends? our parents? our teachers? our boss? our boyfriend?
I thought I was living for somebody.
who are they? They're actually everyone appears in my daily life.
I laugh because of you.
I weep because of you.
I 've lost myself.

From one day, I've told myself, "I'm not gonna let anybody to lead my emotion anymore."

Love myself. Not anyone else.